Now that I'm awaken, all of my decisions in life is altering from unconscious to awaken-doing. I now understand why I've been jobless for the past 3 years. At first I thought it was a curs of bad karma. After meditating on it for a few months, I came to a realization that it happen to me for profound reason...a reason only my inner wisdom knew. Now at the age of 31, I finally know what my ultimate purpose on earth is......to be part of the conscious transportation designer of electric vehicles for humanity. I love earth.