Elon has stated that he runs the latest alpha build on his car, and that he uses FSD both ways on his daily commute.
There's no way that Tesla would assume the liability of releasing an alpha build state version to anyone outside of the company.
If you were an FSD dev, wouldn't you frost the cake? I don't think it's unreasonable to imagine that the devs make sure that Uncle Elon has a very nice drive both ways to work.
And I don't think Elon is naive enough to not think that, too. He has stated that he takes the current private beta build out quite often and takes it through its paces on an extended basis.
Self driving cars has always been one of Elon's passions. He keeps a very close eye on his pet project, but yeah... he does have a tendency to guild the lily when it comes to its actual performance.
As public beta testers, we're testing software that is many iterations away from what Elon is driving on his car; most likely months behind.