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I believe in the letter they say if they cancel the order they refund your order fee.
That's a negative, at least on the email I received from Tesla for one of my Model Y open orders from May (currently on hold on my account until Jan 1).
They're telling me that I will lose my $100 order fee, that I already paid for and had deducted from my credit card back in May, if I don't take delivery of the car now
Screen shot from my email: