Thank you for your concern, but I am a cockroach financially. I've been living in one of the most expensive cities in the world for $25k per year. The most expensive thing I own is my barbell equipment. I could go work at my neighborhood Chipotle and save 20-30% of the income easily.
I can also get another engineering job as
@Krugerrand pointed out. My knowledge and skills have increased in retirement because I've been using the time to learn.
Tesla has positive cashflow now, and it's growing fast. I can't generate a realistic pessimistic scenario where Tesla earns less than $25 per share next year. How low can the current P/E ratio get? Even at 20x, that's a $500 share price, more than enough to enable me to pay off the margin debt and eat losses on all of the calls.
The crash and burn scenario for my TSLA investment still leaves me with net assets that exceed those of the majority of Americans in my age bracket. These are 1st World problems. I have comfortable shelter, I'm well-fed, I'm healthy and no one is trying to kill me. Everything beyond that is a bonus. That's fundamentally why I'm remaining calm in this market crash. What I'm actually worried about is global ecological collapse, so I'm aggressively applying almost all my economic power to help mitigate that risk and encouraging others richer than I am to do the same. Hence why I'm posting here in this forum with apparently at least $1 billion in total assets.