I never said I almost bought one, I said I forgot that your could buy one in a limited window, off menu. Please show me where I said "I almost bought one". You are quoting another poster.
I have never stated I "hated" Elon, you have assumed that. I am angry at Elon for betraying the mission, and damaging the brand and the mission with his actions and words.
My personal agenda is the fact that I own two Model 3s, which are decent enough cars, but they are NOT what Musk has repeatedly promised they would be, and never will be. My personal agenda is the mission Musk espoused over ten years ago, before he fell victim to his own echo chamber, and has fallen down a conspiracy-laden rabbit hole. His pushing of anti-Semitic conspiracy theories, his amplifying of racist bigots on a media platform he was so obsessed with that he bought for about three-four times what it was worth , and his courting of politicians who are destroying the mission of EV/green energy transition is, to put it mildly, not rational behavior at all. He has now become the enemy of what he espoused.
Pushing back in defense of Musk's original views against the views on today's Musk is my agenda.