Pfft! Incoming zen; don’t talk to yourself like that. Instead view your good fortune as well deserved because it is!
You worked hard and then you took the fruits of that labor and reinvested in property (that’s solid), in a company trying to do the right thing (positive) and in yourself (like we’re all supposed to).
Go ahead and feel good about how it’s all turned out. Pay it forward to other people if you want, but don’t be surprised that in doing so you are enriched further.
That’s how it works, what you put out into The Universe, The Consciousness, The World, The Simulation, The Whatever will be returned to you ten fold. I’m a bloody saint at this point.
Ahem...what you say may be true....however the lack of invitations to Island/mountains...the scoffing at plans for a beer party at same...indicate perhaps you have not taken your own advice.