Impressive chunk of emotional and hyperbolic flaming there, D.E. You have invested alot of time and anger in that.
But, -I-, am "lashing out"?! Remember, I am not your ex-husband. (Whew)
It's a shame that your life is so evidently unhappy, but it is up to you to make the changes you don't want to make to fix it. To quote Ross Perot, "If you want someone to save you, you had better get up off your knees and save yourself, because no one else is going to."
And, you are not helping them. You will not understand why.
But, -I-, am "lashing out"?! Remember, I am not your ex-husband. (Whew)
It's a shame that your life is so evidently unhappy, but it is up to you to make the changes you don't want to make to fix it. To quote Ross Perot, "If you want someone to save you, you had better get up off your knees and save yourself, because no one else is going to."
And, you are not helping them. You will not understand why.