It's become pretty clear to me I picked the precisely ultimate wrong moment in time to use TSLA options. I started, almost to the day (Oct 1st on a "dip" from the Sept 30th ATH), when TSLA went flat and into decline and broke its many months long upward trend. Yay me.
I also bought TSLA originally, almost literally to the minute, before TSLA had a serious crash back when 2 execs left the company a couple years ago.
Yay me again, fortunately that recovered quickly as as pure stock I was holding for years it mattered little. Still, my ability to hit exactly the wrong moment in time to buy is just scary. If I'd bought just the next day, not even at the knife edge drop, I'd have quite a bit more money now.
At this point, I'm just praying the Q3 earnings gets me to break even and I'll probably never play TSLA options again (aside from LEAPS, but those are quite different).