You've all seen this type of post before, but I'm making it anyway. Since the high earlier this year, my account is now 16,5% of what it was back in january. I leveraged all the way down, because surely the SP can't drop any more. Just no reason for it, was there??
Up until today I had about 30% of the tattered remains of my account sitting in a leveraged TSLA product which would disappear completely at a share price of 110. I bought it back when the price was well over 200, thinking it would be nigh impossible to drop ~50% after the 50% drop from 400-some we already had. Things turned out a bit more poorly than I'd hoped, so now I'm making sure I don't lose that 30% as well. Having been through numerous precipitous drops that were actually connected somewhat to the fundamentals of the company, I felt it would be different this time, because its obvious even to the big boys how tesla will execute in the coming years, right? It couldn't go down for that long. Just not possible, because it is so crystal clear where Tesla is headed. Obviously it still is, but not before I handed most of my gains back.
My foolishness will have a direct impact on my family - we live in a rather small apartment and were getting ready to buy our own house. It was easily possible in january, february or march, but that is no longer the case. We still have a fine and wealthy life compared to most on this globe with no investments at all, mind you. Also, even with most of what we had gone, we can still climb out of this hole. If tesla executes and gets back to 400 at some point, we'll be sitting at about half of where we were earlier in the year.
I know its too much to ask for without experiencing a downfall like this for yourself, but try to learn from this post if you do similar stuff. Don't, if you get margin called, 'make it right' by adding leverage to further increase margin. I dug myself a deeper and deeper hole with every trade, up until the stock price dropped so low that I couldn't go any further.
I'm sure there are people here much worse off than me, and I feel for you - it hurts.
So, just buy stock. If you must use margin, use a little, not a lot unless you make enough money to fix your situation and most definitely don't combine leverage with margin. Just buy lottery tickets instead if you want to piss it all away.